Pebbles has a body! And I finally named her. This is the chibi sleeping lilin I modded a while back. The wig is pretty much temporary, as is most of her other stuff, but I’m starting to like the slim mini size. I’m seeing her more as a taller versions of my yosd sized ones, and she’s going to be the advisor of Jelly. That’s about as far as I got for her character wise. I just want to dress her in mori/dark mori things.
Also, people keep telling me how sad she looks, and how she looks like she’s going to cry, and I just think she looks like she has a lot on her mind, and she’s bad at hiding it. And maybe also because I don’t define her by her sadness. If I did that, she’ll get so sad and ungrounded that she’s nothing anymore. And that’s not what I want. She’s much more than that.
I keep thinking of this line/feeling I have with regards to someone I knew:
You thought she was sad and beautiful, too much for this world.
When in fact
She has floated away because she didn’t want to ground herself in anything.
Where clearly "you" refers to me. Haha. But yeah, I don't want to romanticise Pebbles' sadness, nor do I want to make her just sad and beautiful. She's supposed to be wise and thoughtful too, I think. I mean, she is an advisor to Jelly after all.
I realise I am rambling but I have thoughts on her, her sad face, and sadness/ungrounded in reality thinking in general, and I’m not very good at putting them coherently together.
Here's some more photos of the same shots but with different edits:
You thought she was sad and beautiful, too much for this world.
When in fact
She has floated away because she didn’t want to ground herself in anything.
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